I recognize one thing about pain...It knows no color, it knows no religion, it is not prejudice. Pain is just pain.
You gave the devil time to process you out of your divine state. Now, you must give God the same amount of years to process you back to Him.
God has shown me that conducting our lives to look like 'The Untouchables' --looking like we have it all together, like we are perfect--does not leave straight path for others to follow.
Prayer, in its most simple form, is communication. If we're going to be victorious over the works of the flesh, and over the power of the enemy, we must first submit ourselves to God. And prayer is the first step in submitting to God.